The clock ticks
A constant countdown
With my every breath
I can feel it beginning
A tingle in my fingertips
As the adrenaline
Hits my blood
I know what’s coming
I know I am past the point of stopping
This beautiful train wreck
Is happening
I suppose I could avert my gaze
But no
I embrace the danger
I can’t resist
Come to me friend
And incite this riot
Make me feel
And touch and taste
Make me dance like a puppet
Helpless on the stage
Until there is nothing left
In this vessel
As I pace and move
I forget the clumsy goddess
And become
The human
With more power than the gods
Can even access
Yes
Give me every second and let me become
The muse
The creator
The broken
The beautiful
Tear down this body
Leave me with only the cadence
Only the rhythm
Alone and yet
Reaching out to brush against…
These questions that exist
Let me be who I am
Until there is nothing left