I had my body
Screwed up like a spring
Waiting on the day
One year ago
When you died
As if the world
Cares
As if the flags should fly at half mast
I am alone and I am missing you
Just another day
Now I can say
Just another year
I said I would make it
Even if this span of time
Clawed at my throat and froze my breathing
It’s another day of me missing you
Of me aching for your voice
There’s something so lonely and beautiful about that
My mouth tastes like obsession
Like apples and lies
And I feel like you stand just at the other side
Of these paper thin walls
I told you I would make it through this year
If it
Brought me to my knees