In the end
What I have the most of
Is postcards of pretty scenes
Written and signed to myself
Wishing you were here
If only my words were clearer
If only my wisdom was more effective
But I am running out of breath
And still not listening to myself
My identity spent so long in flux
I feel like I am just getting to know
This looking glass reflection
This stranger who comes to me
Tearing out her heart
Sewing it to my sleeve
Like tattoo needles on my flesh
Each needle prick
Has it’s respected place
Paint me black and red
Because I’m getting evasive again
Dodge and parry
Take one on the chin
Everything ends
Everything begins again
So I speak to the crowds that pray at my feet
All the girls I could have been
Something still hurts
This is just
Pain in progress