This Poem is So Underground
I was born in the years of the Mohawk and leather jacket brigade
I learned early how to dye my hair with Kool aid
I grew up wearing thermal shirts held together by safety pins
and bright red plaid pants
I wore Chuck Taylors to my very first dance
I was thirteen when I arrived at my first punk rock show
Five minutes later I broke my nose
I performed spoken word at school
To earn lunch money
No one ever called me cute
And no one ever called me honey
But even with the outcasts I never belonged
I skipped the alcohol and passed the bong
And the straight edge kids made me sick
With X’s on their hands and judgment so quick
So I was stuck in a place
A land in between
Somehow I was playing the game
But I was neither pawn nor queen
I wasn’t hardcore at least not typically
I spent two years running from girls who wanted to fight me
I fought with words
I always had something to say
Like when lying on the ground
Yelling “Not in the face!”
That is just who I was
I never tried to be a part of the crowd
But now I have found
The whole thing has become watered down
Kids flock to Hot Topic
Where the angst is the trend
They eat food court hamburgers
But claim to be vegan
They buy a hundred shirts of bands they have never seen
With angry singers that seem
For no discernible reason
To feel the need to scream
They go home to suburbia
Headphones on and hair in their eyes
They lock themselves in rooms full of posters
And eat bath salts to get high
Until they are convinced
They are in a hot air balloon
Because no one calls you a poser
When you are alone in your room