Secret Skin

The calamity is setting in again

Like this constellation on my secret skin

I feel myself slipping away

Every mistake is a haunting

Every smile costs

As I repeat

It’s temporary 

It’s… temporary 

But there is a black spot

Growing within me

Getting stronger with every breath

With every word I write

It’s the desire to fight

I am not an imposter in my own life

I am the girl who will laugh again

This constellation on my secret skin

Black voids of torment

Planets of agaonizing charisma

Galaxies of shining beauty

This villianous cycle

Is broken

But it is not as strong

As the girl who will laugh again

Smile for me friends

I’ll catch up soon

In this constellation of my secret skin

Be the moonlight that guides me