I have spent so much of my life looking for something to fight
These days I never remember whether I won or lost
They were the same really
Just an excuse to become an adversary
I thought I had to fight
Gasping for breath was the only way I knew how to be alive
But these days
I’m just a little more peaceful
How dare the queen of chaos
Eris the god
Say such a thing
But chaos for chaos sake is a beautiful fire
And fighting for the sake of the fight
Will only leave you bloody
Destruction
Nihilism
But these days…
I’m just a little more peaceful