I smile like I know where the bodies are buried
I carry myself like I am the one that put them there
But it’s true my trade is not in strength
But in raw and viscous vulnerability
I won’t apologize for that
And if I can’t look you in the eyes
It’s only because I am breathless
With the intensity
There is no escaping the skin you are living in
Even as I try to transcend
Every inch of skin crawls
I’m just as scared as I have ever been
But Still I smile like I know where the bodies are buried
And I carry myself like I put them there
It’s as if I’ve been marked
Marred in a way that everyone can see
But the secret we all keep
Is that almost all of us feel that way
Close to the vest or worn on your sleeve
Somehow we all tend to feel
That everyone is bound to leave
We aren’t worth it
Security is scarcity
And we are just waiting
For someone to prove us wrong
But that’s not going to stop me
From smiling like I know where the bodies are buried
And carrying myself like I put them there