I can’t comprehend never
I can’t fathom that days just go on
That blue skies turn black
And time is endless
Endless?
There is an ocean of agnostic nothingness between us
And I am to bear forever?
I whisper tiredly
My voice ragged with emotion
How could you do this?
I want to ask if you miss me and be disappointed no matter what the answer
I need to know if you still play hide and seek?
And can I know
If you are loved?
Does it compare to this love that is behind you?
Love that makes my heart beat wrong
Love that slides down my cheeks
Love that now feels like a crushing weight in my chest
Answer me?
This is just like the night as you were dying
Questions, questions
Answers esoteric if at all
And the things I wanted to ask haunt me like shadows in a mirror
Can you stay?
Will I smile the same?
Did you know I loved you more than snow and ice?
Was my hand in yours enough?
Can I come with you?
Questions I just live with in my bones
With this infinity symbol that is never
Slowly snapping my spine