You left me behind
Where is my trial?
If I am to be condemned to life without you?
I feel like you wrote your name on me with blades
Tattooed me with loss
But I see you in the trees
In the river
In the moonlight where the dryads dance
Glimmers
I hear your voice in your daughter
I see your smile in sunshine
And my god I hear your laugh
I want to fight with you
I want to shout at you
I want to scream that you could have come back sooner
I want to tell you
You were worth more than what happened to you
So on days when I bereave the world because you are not in it
I tell your brother I miss you
I tell my love a joke you told me once
I tell your daughter I love her
I tell her that she is golden and gorgeous
And I tell her she is worth more than what has happened to her