Chaos Converging

I have spent so much of my life looking for something to fight

These days I never remember whether I won or lost

They were the same really

Just an excuse to become an adversary

I thought I had to fight

Gasping for breath was the only way I knew how to be alive

But these days

I’m just a little more peaceful

How dare the queen of chaos
Eris the god
Say such a thing

But chaos for chaos sake is a beautiful fire

And fighting for the sake of the fight
Will only leave you bloody

Destruction
Nihilism

But these days…

I’m just a little more peaceful