All her life she wanted wings
Angels wings that would finally let her fly
From the time she was a child
She was obsessed with keys
Those made of metaphor
And those crafted of metal
She could not stand a locked door
Sometimes she could open them with words
Sometimes with force
All these things were keys
And she collected them carefully
These things were symbols of power
And when she felt powerless
She would hold her keys
And feel their potential
Like a beating heart
Life had given her just one wing
With which to fly
She searches for the catalyst
That would allow her to find
Its twin
And soar
With no desire to descend
The scars carved on her flesh
Speak of a time
Before she ever realized
That freedom was a possibility
Before she realized that
There was a way to escape
At that time she had only just
Found the place
Where she could run
Where she could hide
Where no one could touch her
She wrote the words
And she knew that she had found
The true lack of inhibition
Spontaneity
And impulse
To let her be who she truly was
She used to write the tragedy
The low self esteem
The enigmatic suicidal words
That she hid behind
Because it was easier than believing
That someday she could fly
Now she writes in whispers and howls
She shouts at the sky
Demanding a challenge
And when that doubt falls upon her
She touches her keys
And knows that there is way to find
Opportunity and her chance
To take flight
As usual, this goes right to the heart, the places where we all share in one form or another. You manage to express things so that we see YOU and then reflect and see ourselves. I hope I’m still around whem you are Poet Laureate at a presidential inauguration…if not physically, I’ll hover as a specter..
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You are amazing, Cinda. Thank you.
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